Looking for ATV TVMovie Very Like A Whale (1980), written by John Osborne and starring Alan Bates. http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0083282/?ref_=fn_al_tt_1 I saw it when originally broadcast. I've checked and it's not commercially available (in fact it doesn't appear to have ever been officially released). Reasonable costs covered (or donation to your favorite charity if preferred).